Too quick

I had to weight myself today, I just had to, I had been walking around the farm with the kids. I'd thought I lost some pounds but in fact that my wife pointed out that I had ate way too much.  At least it werent junk food but still I need to cut down on my potion sizes I guess.  Maybe the weigh in was abit wrong. I weighed myself when I just woke up. I still need to do a large poo that was in my system.

Im the same weight has last week. Tomorrow will be the offical weigh in. Lets hope I've lost some

Since my kids were taken ill my weight has been on a roller coaster ride. Ive hit max at 121kg and thought I still cut out junk food alittle but it icecream and still loose weight I was so wrong.
Then I hit 126kg and then again I thought i would be alright, but the lack of exercise and healthy food intake took its toll when I hit the 136kg mark this morning.
Even thou I have been eating healthyish last week I still managed to eat roast pototoes alot of erm, sausages from Germany and green machha icecream.
I know where I've put it on, not from eating chocolate so much but the icecream called super cups!! only 75yen for 200ml flavours, of Vanillia, green tea, chocolate chip, mint choc, and now cookie and vanilla. Also stopping at the convience store and eating sweet bread that over 500cal for one item. (crazy stuff)
I dont scale anymore

Getting picked on

Things I do, even the right things I do I seem to get moaned at from MIL or even Ychan now gee!!
I feel that I cant do anything right. So what do I do to try to avoid all the moaning.
Maybe I shouldnt meet them. At least they cant moan if they dont see my actions or my way of thinking.

I'm getting abit sick and tired tbh.

My wife must be getting sick and tired too, coz she is in the middle of it. They moan at me. Then they moan to my wife about me :(

Was it the right decsion to build the house so near to MIL home. Time will tell . . . . . .

20kg up

6-5 months on, thats the weight I put on. Ive been letting myself go big time. I didnt care what I drank or ate.
I think yesterday really hit home that I need to stop this big bing and cont the way I was before when the twins werent born.
I hadnt shaved for a week, my wife stepped on my glasses breaking the nose part, I have to wear tracksuit pants coz all my shorts were in the wash.  I was hot and sweaty, these all added up for me feeling like shit and feeling that I was a BUM! A TRAMP!!!
Thats the feeling I didnt want.

I could blame the twins that started it all off. I could blame the wife and MIL for giving me stress that I wasnt helping enough. BUT THE FACT IS THAT I HAVE DECISIONS THAT I CAN MAKE TO EAT OR NOT TO EAT THE FOODS THAT I CHOOSE!!

SO whats changed, I've determine to start eating healthy again, avoid going to the convience store and buying sweet candies and sweet bread.  Need to get my puncture fixed and start riding again.